where is the old cass?

i need a slap back into reality. i don't want to live in denial. i need to face this. god please take away all my sorrow. need my self confidence back. i feel miserable, useless, used, everything. i want back the old me. where is she? please come back.then again im grateful i have all these wonderful friends around me. giving me their support.thanks a billion. but i need time. im sorry i cant be the old cass for now. but in time...she be back..hugs and loves.

maybe...just maybe.

thank you. ilumm.

i'll move in with you honey

guess what I've been doing this pass few days?



































watching the whole season 2 of gossip girl!!!
dont you feel the heat?


AND i just moved in to an apartment at new york with.... none other than










chace
casual walk..i just love his sense of fashion.all suit up...mmmm yummay!
our bed together! LOL!ahhhhh just melt!
we got the same matching jeans. :)too hot!those biceps..
i'm thinking of you!
back from work..

just had to! the chace craze is back to haunt and so posts will be filled with chace chace chace and CHACEEEEEE!!

xoxo.

smexy

your eyes are just mesmerizing..and i just cant take my eyes off of you.

2 weeks isnt enough.

2 weeks of break is definitely not enough for me.many on to-do list.so little time to fulfill it.
camwhore session with aileena.
go crazy at redbox.not singing but dancing! with these hot bunch of chiq's
chilling with each other never fail to put on a smile on my face.

brother and sister bonding time. (con each others money!hahaha!joking..)
gathering with the basketball team.eating pizza and chilling by the pool..ahh life!
indulge myself with satisfying camwhoring pics and at the end of the day get to shop til i drop!
mani and pedi session anyone?
to dress up for dinners!
gossip session with these girls will never be boring!
trips with my friends.
not forgetting SLEEPOVERS! (simply love em)
bonding with my brothers.altho i tend to annoy them to max but i still love them deeply.

snow snow snoww!
bitch with my bestie drea. who always turn my frown upside down
sauna and gym.
and did i mention camwhoring? lol..

party like you just don't care.

finals are over for semester 1 of my foundation!! woots! having 2 weeks break after those 3 crucial months! gonna enjoy every bit of sec out of it!im already coming up with spontaneous plans with friends.hope it really work out.and seems like many of my classmates decided to quit on the course after those 3 months together!it really breaks my heart lil by lil.going through those pictures we took;doesn't seem to help much..cause it won't be as fun without all of you.this is what made our class 1.2 so happening and fun. :( *run to a corner and cry*

okay so back to our finals.it was really painful going through that 4 days of exams as all of us were procrastinating til the end of time!so we had to burn the midnight oil and study.the cina guys came down to subang to have study group together.those sleepless nights...better be paying off! my eyebags are killing me!so right after our last paper..we went to neway to sing our hearts out.the guys were super emo singing oldies love song.what the heck -.- but their voices were great compared to us girls.went home to recharge awhile then is time to hit the club.wasn't all that nice cause things happened..wont elaborate much on that.whatever happened in the club stays there.we were all totally gone and crazy that night.shaking our asses off..the guys was extra *ahemmmm* ganas to put it that way.LOL!after that night bet some of us was really happy and gleefully smiling away..

nerd k7. LOL!
guys way of releasing stress. pfft

girls way of releasing stress. hint: bikini.
a very stressed out armaan.
focusing on studies im sure..
damn layan camera.
million dollar smile =)
k7: FARK THE WORLD armaan:hmph!
emily and lansi.
charmaine and cassandra
those two pictures above can already prove that we are indeed turning into zombies.eek!
good vocal man!
bucket and mop. go figure..
with emily :)
still looking very dead...
candid. turns out perfectly!
pouts. XXXxxx.
the guys.
the girls.
yes yes doing an ad.great hair day too!
pondering. hmmmmmmm?

okay done. much love!

lil girl

i would like to wish EMILY KEH SEOW PING a very happy belated birthday.

she is known as the cute girl in our group.a freaking smart ass who claims she don't know how to find the solution for any questions.a chili padi (don't messy with her).the small lil girl who gets cranky when doesn't get her sleep.and has a freaking huge eyes like the powerpuff girls! that's the freaking short version summary of describing her..

eye bags. middle one with emily T____________T
pouts and smiles.
comparing who has the bigger eyes.win hands down okay!
scholar student. pfft!
stuck together for presentation's.

hope you like your present and your so called 'surprise'..loves many.